I really need a positive break right now. And that's going I don't think I'm going to get any time soon.
First of all, because of my mother's passing, I have to move out of my current apartment. As it is a HUD facility, the only reason I was able to stay here was because I was taking care of my mother. But since she's gone, I no longer have any legal right to live here.
I have a new place lined up to stay for now, and will be moving in on Wednesday. But during the time of the move, contact with me will be intermittent at best, and I won't be able to get much done. I really am sorry about that.
I'm still looking for a job, but I am not optimistic. Michigan ranks 46 out of 50 in unemployment, with 50 being the highest. So I'm going to be spending some time, working on props for DAZ in the hopes of selling them. I desperately need the income if I'm going to get my life going again.
Right now, I feel like I'm just barely holding myself together. I don't have the luxury of breaking down in tears, of curling up and hiding away, no matter how much I wish I did. And right now...I really wish I did...